15 dic 2002
I can't go to Japan next fall. I am so angry at myself I could cry.
Damn it.
I will probably cry. Damn it! Damn I'm stupid! All I can think is, Sarah, you are stupid. Ffreaking stupid as hell.
I suppose this means I am much more likely to move to Washington next year. WWU has excellent study abroad programs, you don't even know...
but not to Kansai.
Damn it.
So.
I could go there later, next spring semester.
I don't think I've evern sworn so much to myself. One for the record books.
I've decided to slowly adapt Welsh spelling. Ffavorable, no?
Damn.
You know it sucks when thinking about the silly Welsh language doesn't cheer me up.
God, my dad will not be pleased when he hears this. He was looking forward to me going to Japan more than I was. He's afraid he'll Die An Old Man & Never See Asia. (What better reason to go there than to visit your firstborn?)
I feel like typing more profanity.
God's crowbows.
Antiquated profanity doesn't always cut it.
Okay. More time in ye olde USA means more
1. time with thomas
2. time with my friends
3. money
4. uh.
This will take some time for me to understand.
I think I'll go listen to my Ani mix & think about all the Jesus jokes Blake's mom told me. Because if Jesus jokes don't jumpstart my redemption, nothing will. Jesus jokes are extra- extra- strength mood enhancers, no?
Someone should really tell me some new Jesus jokes. OR I WILL DIE. Because I'm not dying of being STUPID already. (i will probably never know how to say that in Japanese....) ¶ 22:17
Damn it.
I will probably cry. Damn it! Damn I'm stupid! All I can think is, Sarah, you are stupid. Ffreaking stupid as hell.
I suppose this means I am much more likely to move to Washington next year. WWU has excellent study abroad programs, you don't even know...
but not to Kansai.
Damn it.
So.
I could go there later, next spring semester.
I don't think I've evern sworn so much to myself. One for the record books.
I've decided to slowly adapt Welsh spelling. Ffavorable, no?
Damn.
You know it sucks when thinking about the silly Welsh language doesn't cheer me up.
God, my dad will not be pleased when he hears this. He was looking forward to me going to Japan more than I was. He's afraid he'll Die An Old Man & Never See Asia. (What better reason to go there than to visit your firstborn?)
I feel like typing more profanity.
God's crowbows.
Antiquated profanity doesn't always cut it.
Okay. More time in ye olde USA means more
1. time with thomas
2. time with my friends
3. money
4. uh.
This will take some time for me to understand.
I think I'll go listen to my Ani mix & think about all the Jesus jokes Blake's mom told me. Because if Jesus jokes don't jumpstart my redemption, nothing will. Jesus jokes are extra- extra- strength mood enhancers, no?
Someone should really tell me some new Jesus jokes. OR I WILL DIE. Because I'm not dying of being STUPID already. (i will probably never know how to say that in Japanese....) ¶ 22:17
