21 dic 2002
So bored. Only the boring get bored. Only the bored are boring. Blah blah blah. My sister is driving me... bored.
So this one time, I made a decision. DAMN IT. I hate my family. I hate myself even more for hating them. There's something wrong with a person who can't love her own. Not that I'm going anywhere with this....
I'm at home, Saturday night, because my car is dead dead dead, across town to boot, and walking anywhere in the snow doesn't exactly whet my appatite. Appatite for love, baby. But tis alright, you know.
I like the Upright Citizen's Brigade. I also liked the Mary Tyler Moore Show. Thank you, Rachel. She's now talking about the Dinosaurs tv show... and fridges. You know it. 76 trombones? No really?
Now she is watching tv. That'll make her less bored. I'm talking long term, less bored.
My dad's girlfriend Kim is probably moving in. She has three kids, 18, 14, & 11, and I don't even know their names. I've only met one of them once. This does not make me happy, but it doesn't really bother me either. I'm so indifferent, this does not bode well. Because it means subconsciously I either hate Kim for taking up my daddy's time, or love her... for what, I don't know. That's why it's subconscious.
Greg is gone gone gone. (studying abroad in England next semester) I'm sad, though in all honesty I didn't really spend too much time with him. He's just one of those uniquely interesting people that I'll probably always wish I had gotten to know better. It may also be that I don't really have many friends on campus.
Children's movie fest tommorow! I'm so excited. I'll be so surrounded by people I won't know what to do with myself. (a gagillion people from river falls, ec, high school, I don't even know who all) The main excitement being namely building a big fort in Evan's "sitting room". & talking to Evan & Sam & Rebs about next year. I cannot wait. But I can, really. What I mean is that I'll miss EC forever & badly, but getting away will be good for me. Gonna live by the ocean, gonna learn to sail a yacht. Gonna go swimming every day. I'm gonna!
¶ 17:48
So this one time, I made a decision. DAMN IT. I hate my family. I hate myself even more for hating them. There's something wrong with a person who can't love her own. Not that I'm going anywhere with this....
I'm at home, Saturday night, because my car is dead dead dead, across town to boot, and walking anywhere in the snow doesn't exactly whet my appatite. Appatite for love, baby. But tis alright, you know.
I like the Upright Citizen's Brigade. I also liked the Mary Tyler Moore Show. Thank you, Rachel. She's now talking about the Dinosaurs tv show... and fridges. You know it. 76 trombones? No really?
Now she is watching tv. That'll make her less bored. I'm talking long term, less bored.
My dad's girlfriend Kim is probably moving in. She has three kids, 18, 14, & 11, and I don't even know their names. I've only met one of them once. This does not make me happy, but it doesn't really bother me either. I'm so indifferent, this does not bode well. Because it means subconsciously I either hate Kim for taking up my daddy's time, or love her... for what, I don't know. That's why it's subconscious.
Greg is gone gone gone. (studying abroad in England next semester) I'm sad, though in all honesty I didn't really spend too much time with him. He's just one of those uniquely interesting people that I'll probably always wish I had gotten to know better. It may also be that I don't really have many friends on campus.
Children's movie fest tommorow! I'm so excited. I'll be so surrounded by people I won't know what to do with myself. (a gagillion people from river falls, ec, high school, I don't even know who all) The main excitement being namely building a big fort in Evan's "sitting room". & talking to Evan & Sam & Rebs about next year. I cannot wait. But I can, really. What I mean is that I'll miss EC forever & badly, but getting away will be good for me. Gonna live by the ocean, gonna learn to sail a yacht. Gonna go swimming every day. I'm gonna!
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