17 abr 2006
three weeks left. Again today, i freaked out. i don't know how to assign Madison as anything other than 'total failure!' in my head (and myself by proxy). There's just something not fair about college being a waking nightmare. And i know, intellectually, that this reaction makes no sense; if i hate Madison why i am so upset about being forced to leave? For those of you on-it enough to be asking that, it's because i feel that i really am a failure and am not liking adding one-more-SHIT-why'd i let that happen? to my list.
This summer will be good though. The boss at the library STILL hasn't decided if i'm working there, after talking with my roommate about it, i realized (/he told me) that if they can't figure out if i have a job, i don't need to have loyalty to them (ie., schedule my life around it) and i can (/really SHOULD) be looking for another job. so i am, sort of.
My-my, what a perky entry. Sorry guys....
i should really comment on the AWESOME things that are going on; such as, Dave's Andrea threw a party friday and it was fun, her random drunk friends invited me to go to Colorado, and though they won't hold me to it, it was funny to talk about a "trip;" we had spicy pasta for group-supper yesterday; it was nice out today... um... stuff. i really am trying here, promise.
Rachel is coming, Beth is coming, Bryce is coming, this summer will be good (but it doesn't make me much less bitter to be holding myself up with that). But Jason and Julie are heading east, and other people too....
it might even be... excellent? mm? Rachel! Is! Going to live in my house! Oh my god!
And we're going to roadtrip to Washington in August. How amazing is that? And who else wants to come? i firmly believe the more people go, the more economical it will be. This has been the subject of much debate, so i won't bore you with the details.
"#2 worst way to die? Kick-punching a bear off a cliff that was lit on fire!" ¶ 18:47
This summer will be good though. The boss at the library STILL hasn't decided if i'm working there, after talking with my roommate about it, i realized (/he told me) that if they can't figure out if i have a job, i don't need to have loyalty to them (ie., schedule my life around it) and i can (/really SHOULD) be looking for another job. so i am, sort of.
My-my, what a perky entry. Sorry guys....
i should really comment on the AWESOME things that are going on; such as, Dave's Andrea threw a party friday and it was fun, her random drunk friends invited me to go to Colorado, and though they won't hold me to it, it was funny to talk about a "trip;" we had spicy pasta for group-supper yesterday; it was nice out today... um... stuff. i really am trying here, promise.
Rachel is coming, Beth is coming, Bryce is coming, this summer will be good (but it doesn't make me much less bitter to be holding myself up with that). But Jason and Julie are heading east, and other people too....
it might even be... excellent? mm? Rachel! Is! Going to live in my house! Oh my god!
And we're going to roadtrip to Washington in August. How amazing is that? And who else wants to come? i firmly believe the more people go, the more economical it will be. This has been the subject of much debate, so i won't bore you with the details.
"#2 worst way to die? Kick-punching a bear off a cliff that was lit on fire!" ¶ 18:47
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This is gonna be sooooooo cool! All you gotta do is make it through these next few weeks and I'll be there!
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